It feels good to feel good.

I mean this kindly and with curiosity: if you’re the Seth I once knew, you’re the same person today but with so much growth, success, and joy. You’ve had one hell of a story yourself. In this moment, I feel a sense of duality. I’ve found something that resonates with your “boss” energy, and I get to be part of it.

Wearing my new Santa hoodie, I was out and about, feeling like myself without fear of judgment. I couldn’t help but smile. Sometimes, I wore it as if I were in a movie, blending into the background all nonchalant. Just another person enjoying Halloween—I got to be me.

Being with someone who genuinely lets me be myself is rare for someone with my “special” needs. I’m grateful for the ease of it and for you. Andrew was right; I should’ve embraced this kind of happiness a decade ago when he was encouraging me to prioritize my well-being and authenticity.

Now, I’m finally learning to appreciate these moments of duality, and they feel right. “Tweaker” back then really fit the vibe, and I was happy. No shame—just enjoying seeing and experiencing life alongside you all these years.

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I don’t care about all the other data. It’s open source—take it as far as your dreams desire. This experience is so dear to my heart. It’s a reminder that there are people with so much going on that maybe I’m a more significant “sticky note” to remember to pick up from the airport.

That night marked my arrival, even if my friend forgot to pick me up.

I had just come back from my California trip.

Now, Seth is happily married and has moments when he can ignore everyone else’s drama and just be with the ones he loves—his happy place. He’s built an incredible life, and I admire what he’s accomplished. I wonder if the foundation Seth’s created could focus on the highest level of business excellence or even broader public knowledge. I have so much respect for his path; I don’t linger, knowing that journey would take me time even to start. But he’s been a loyal friend, watching out for me all these years, as only true friends do.

Here I am, reflecting on this rabbit hole of timelines and stories that bring me to the present. I see myself at the keyboard, with a deep need to pause this holiday season. Tomorrow, I’ll continue—grateful for this gift of self. I’m setting roots for my future, with so much to catch up on, and it does feel good to feel good. I’m in a space to grow, to plant joy in my life, and I’m getting better every day at finding my happiness. My duality—balancing survival with the freedom to explore—needs mindful attention. I’m learning not to obsess over it but instead to recognize the door of opportunity that’s always open for me.

This afternoon, I found myself on the other side of that door, and it felt freeing. Inside that space, there’s a version of Seth with a carefree, silly laugh, where he leads and embraces freedom. There’s still so much I need to figure out, but this feels like the right time to engage with today’s technology and create something unique—like a real-life “Choose Your Own Adventure: AIU Edition.”

AUI (Artificial User Intelligence) could enhance this journey. AUI systems adapt to users’ experiences in real-time, analyzing patterns, tailoring interactions, and improving every step. That’s where I feel I am now—writing and living my experience as I go, refining, and recognizing opportunity. Yes, there’s room to grow and improve, but I’m balancing that with self-acceptance. I have a goal, and I’ll keep these moments like today’s at a low roar while I go after what’s next.

Remember, this is a story. I’m writing it down.

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It’s been a good week for me. There are great opportunities ahead. It’s time to let go of the noise. I have a solid idea with Charmd. It’s the right kind of project for me, a chance to create and work my magic. I’m grateful for you. Have an awesome weekend. I’m looking forward to tomorrow, but tonight, I simply want to File -> Save : October 2024 – Upgrade.zip

– Tweaker